My Mercury's In Retrograde

As i sit eyes behind the plastic red haze from my snowboarding goggles i realize i can do anything, i am falling down the rabbit hole. nothing is within my grasp in this tunnel, i am a sick sinner, i need the righteous wheel of the One. will the wheel come, is the wheel here all ready? do you feel the trension on the line, do you see me falling? am i worth more than a sparrow? am i worth more than a sparrow? am i the sparrow who falls to the ground?

my mercury is in retrograde. i am falling, i am the sparrow who falls to the ground. you see me, i fall, you see me i fall, you see me i fall.