i don't want to waste your time with things that don't mean much

Good Afternoon, there are many things i have in my heart to write about but before i dive into that blissful spring of convalescence i want to say a little something to you. i don't want to waste your time. in fact, right now, right this very moment i don't want to waste anything. on this beautiful fall day with unwed sailor playing into my good ear, the plans for the night being good music and a bottle of scotch. You mean something. i can be a pretentious ass sometimes, it's not something i am proud of. i excessively use hyperbole, i embellish facts and guild the lily. but in the end i am a good man and you are too. in all truth, and you can take this as you will, you are worth more than gold. i would gladly bury all my pride and all my everything to see you in your time of desperation find the hope you need to carry on. again, i do not want to waste you or your time, i will do what i can to give things worth while please forgive me if i don't. there are things i can not grasp but i know what the heart needs, there are times i fear it but i know my fears are only the spaces in my soul where love has not yet reached. there is no fear in love.