there have been many dark clouds on the horizon, many red mornings but alas i have made it here. i've done alright, got a few friends, a good love, a good life, good pain, and, i hope, a good heart. destiny or chance - a little bit of both. a little Hand a little Plow a little Wind.
i have seen clear skys and storms, recent currents have me at an interesting beach called trigeminal neuralgia. there's not any booze here, probably a good thing. i think i have spent most of today sweating out gin and juices from 4 and a half years ago. i did not get much sleep last night, but even so, i am thinking more clearly today than i have in a long time, although, if i have any guess, if the detox maintains its' current course my brain will begin expelling vodka resin somewhere in the next couple of weeks and things will continue to piece themselves together.
i have seen clear skys and storms, recent currents have me at an interesting beach called trigeminal neuralgia. there's not any booze here, probably a good thing. i think i have spent most of today sweating out gin and juices from 4 and a half years ago. i did not get much sleep last night, but even so, i am thinking more clearly today than i have in a long time, although, if i have any guess, if the detox maintains its' current course my brain will begin expelling vodka resin somewhere in the next couple of weeks and things will continue to piece themselves together. as i look out i know there are many more unknowns and unpromised tomorrows than guaranteed continental breakfast buffets. that's okay with me, the unknown is not a scary place, it is a good place. uncharted means a chance for courage and taking heart in those good folks around us. i can only hope to make it into uncharted waters with people who are as excited and wanting as i am. i hope i have the courage to act as i know i should. until the time when we meet again,
faithfully yours and always illegally at work.
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